I'm trying to be nice kid. But you understand, when you're told to do something, by him, when the time comes. He's not gonna ask. You need to get that out of your system eventually. I'm not saying don't be who you are, but, bro, you have to understand, above all else, you're a tool, a weapon, and whatever he needs you to be. You have a job to do. So... again... get in there, and do whatever you have to do, to get past whatever blocks you have. Call her names, say your sorry, whatever it takes, but you need to learn to set that side of you aside, when you've got a job to do. Now, if like me, you find yourself enjoying it, it'll make things easier, but at first. I'd just start with telling that side of you to take a nap for a little while.
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